What happens when two minds in dialogue begin to dissolve the boundary between philosophy and intuition, between metaphysics and a late-morning chat? In this conversation between Jan and Ivo, we encounter a spontaneous ontology, not framed by academia but shaped by the urgent, visceral insights of lived experience. The text moves between playful thought experiments, … Continue reading The Issness of Consciousness
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The Essence In Flow
A meditation on clouds, self, and the boundless inner sky There are moments in life, rare and ungraspable, when existence ceases to be a sequence of events and becomes instead a question shaped like silence. Watching clouds fold the sky into secret geometries is one such moment. They drift, yet do not walk. They transform, … Continue reading The Essence In Flow
The Baroque Trap: On the Dangers of Spiritual Language
Use only words you really can say, speak the simple truth! In the field of modern spirituality, language has become both a tool and a trap. Words once intended to point toward the ineffable now weigh down the experience with layers of expectation and performance. Terms like “I have a deep connection,” “this process is … Continue reading The Baroque Trap: On the Dangers of Spiritual Language
When the Mind Begins to Shine: Meditation, Phosphenes and the Luminous Nature of Consciousness
Window to the Spirit It is a truth whispered across mystical traditions: when the body is still and the senses quiet, the mind begins to shine. Not metaphorically, but literally. Behind closed eyes, in the depths of focused meditation, patterns of light begin to appear described as glowing halos, radiant orbs, cascading veils of brightness. … Continue reading When the Mind Begins to Shine: Meditation, Phosphenes and the Luminous Nature of Consciousness
On the Essence of It
A Dialogue on the Edge of Healing and Unsanity What follows is not a traditional philosophical text, nor a structured spiritual doctrine. It is a fragmentary exchange between two individuals negotiating the space between trauma and transformation, between the absurd and the sublime. Emerging from a WhatsApp conversation, the dialogue unfolds in the peculiar terrain … Continue reading On the Essence of It
Zazen and the White Wall Effect into the Divine
Someone asked: if you sit before a white wall and look without moving the eyes from one point, as in zazen, what will you see? That's a beautiful and very deep question — and it touches the core of perceptual physiology, consciousness studies, and spiritual experience. Here’s what happens step-by-step if you sit before a … Continue reading Zazen and the White Wall Effect into the Divine
Meditation of the Unborn Light
Preparation Sit comfortably in a natural posture, preferably in front of a simple white wall, or with your eyes closed. Let your spine be upright but without tension. Allow your breathing to flow naturally, without effort. Rest your hands in your lap or on your knees, relaxed and open. Step 1: Establish Presence Gently direct … Continue reading Meditation of the Unborn Light
Reclaiming Sacred Erotic Presence: Healing Erotic Dissociation Through Tantric Touch and Somatic Repatterning – the role of sildenafil
Introduction In clinical practice, erectile dysfunction is often approached as a purely physiological condition. Yet, for many men, the loss of erectile response is not rooted in vascular or hormonal deficits, but in unresolved erotic trauma. This chapter explores a groundbreaking somatic approach to healing trauma-induced erotic dissociation, combining tantric touch, conscious breathwork, and pharmacological … Continue reading Reclaiming Sacred Erotic Presence: Healing Erotic Dissociation Through Tantric Touch and Somatic Repatterning – the role of sildenafil
Combining Sildenafil and Tantric Touch in a case where there is psychosomatic impotence
As a MD and bodyworker I come into contact with many people, and friends who inform me about their problems. One field I am particularly interested in is behavioural disturbances in sexuality there where male impotence happens as a psychosomatic issue. So no physiological problem, erections happen during the night, but functional impotence may rise … Continue reading Combining Sildenafil and Tantric Touch in a case where there is psychosomatic impotence
An Unique Meditation on Divine Presence
This meditation is a passage into the living interface with the divine. It is not a construction of the mind, but a resting into the ever-present source that surrounds and pervades all being. The divine is not somewhere else. Its essence is presence, and every moment of true presence is already an invitation. When we … Continue reading An Unique Meditation on Divine Presence
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