Use only words you really can say, speak the simple truth! In the field of modern spirituality, language has become both a tool and a trap. Words once intended to point toward the ineffable now weigh down the experience with layers of expectation and performance. Terms like “I have a deep connection,” “this process is … Continue reading The Baroque Trap: On the Dangers of Spiritual Language
When the Mind Begins to Shine: Meditation, Phosphenes and the Luminous Nature of Consciousness
Window to the Spirit It is a truth whispered across mystical traditions: when the body is still and the senses quiet, the mind begins to shine. Not metaphorically, but literally. Behind closed eyes, in the depths of focused meditation, patterns of light begin to appear described as glowing halos, radiant orbs, cascading veils of brightness. … Continue reading When the Mind Begins to Shine: Meditation, Phosphenes and the Luminous Nature of Consciousness
On the Essence of It
A Dialogue on the Edge of Healing and Unsanity What follows is not a traditional philosophical text, nor a structured spiritual doctrine. It is a fragmentary exchange between two individuals negotiating the space between trauma and transformation, between the absurd and the sublime. Emerging from a WhatsApp conversation, the dialogue unfolds in the peculiar terrain … Continue reading On the Essence of It
Zazen and the White Wall Effect into the Divine
Someone asked: if you sit before a white wall and look without moving the eyes from one point, as in zazen, what will you see? That's a beautiful and very deep question — and it touches the core of perceptual physiology, consciousness studies, and spiritual experience. Here’s what happens step-by-step if you sit before a … Continue reading Zazen and the White Wall Effect into the Divine
Meditation of the Unborn Light
Preparation Sit comfortably in a natural posture, preferably in front of a simple white wall, or with your eyes closed. Let your spine be upright but without tension. Allow your breathing to flow naturally, without effort. Rest your hands in your lap or on your knees, relaxed and open. Step 1: Establish Presence Gently direct … Continue reading Meditation of the Unborn Light
Reclaiming Sacred Erotic Presence: Healing Erotic Dissociation Through Tantric Touch and Somatic Repatterning – the role of sildenafil
Introduction In clinical practice, erectile dysfunction is often approached as a purely physiological condition. Yet, for many men, the loss of erectile response is not rooted in vascular or hormonal deficits, but in unresolved erotic trauma. This chapter explores a groundbreaking somatic approach to healing trauma-induced erotic dissociation, combining tantric touch, conscious breathwork, and pharmacological … Continue reading Reclaiming Sacred Erotic Presence: Healing Erotic Dissociation Through Tantric Touch and Somatic Repatterning – the role of sildenafil
Combining Sildenafil and Tantric Touch in a case where there is psychosomatic impotence
As a MD and bodyworker I come into contact with many people, and friends who inform me about their problems. One field I am particularly interested in is behavioural disturbances in sexuality there where male impotence happens as a psychosomatic issue. So no physiological problem, erections happen during the night, but functional impotence may rise … Continue reading Combining Sildenafil and Tantric Touch in a case where there is psychosomatic impotence
An Unique Meditation on Divine Presence
This meditation is a passage into the living interface with the divine. It is not a construction of the mind, but a resting into the ever-present source that surrounds and pervades all being. The divine is not somewhere else. Its essence is presence, and every moment of true presence is already an invitation. When we … Continue reading An Unique Meditation on Divine Presence
The Essence of Gnosis: thinking, feeling and acting from the divine source
Throughout the ages, sages have known and lived the truth that it is possible to connect directly with the most divine form of knowledge, called gnosis. In its essence, gnosis is not about acquiring information, but about entering a state of deep recognition and inner truth. It has been forgotten or buried in many traditions, … Continue reading The Essence of Gnosis: thinking, feeling and acting from the divine source
Entering the divine knowledge surfing on a inner light meditation
The divine light is not an abstract concept, but a living presence that expresses itself through subtle patterns and sensations within us. In our meditative journey into the ultrasubjective hyperspace, we do not rely on imagination or symbolic constructions, but on stillness, attention, and the readiness to perceive. What appears in this inner world is … Continue reading Entering the divine knowledge surfing on a inner light meditation
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